for my love

if you don't let me love you anymore
i will fall in pieces and crumble down
the road i've walked with your strength.
i will miss you more than i miss anyone
and cry more than i ever cried for anyone.
my heart is a flaming forest set by your
eternal fire.

you are far away.
you are somewhere.
i miss you
so fucking much.

agag

i know you wish me act like you have imagined me in your head. stupid. moron. idiot. selfish. unable to recognize the right and wrong. unable to tell. unable to act. i know you wish me shut up and fuck you before you go and get married with the man of your dreams and with his money.
but i am unable to do it as long as i want something else.

no, i'm not stupid. i'm jujst slow with my head. easygoing.

Catch

If you wish, I could do the things I want to be done.

I'm available all time, just for you. Only for you.

If you wish, we take a walk and talk, talk and talk.

Or instead of talking we could play hide and seek and

never find each others. Never notice where we are.

If you wish, we could run away from this world and

meet in other dimension over the dreams we never shared.

But this time I will run faster than you and you will not

catch me.

nope

sorry. don't play with your rules :)

SHITHEAD YE ARE!

i am not a machine.

i am a pirate.

if ye treat me like a

landlubber

i

WILL

treat you

like

i

treat

my

own

SHIT.

Aches

Burn me to dust when I ask you to stay,
that's what you always do. With your eyes,
with your smile, with your body heat.

I can't look at you anymore, do you know that?
Do you know that you've made me unable to
look at anyone at the moment. All I see is you.

I can't stop this falling, I need your touching
but you don't want it. You don't need it.
You could have me by a word. You could.

But you don't want.

alone?

Maybe I'm useless like you say.
Maybe I'm annoying in everyway.
Maybe I don't have future,
maybe I'm going to lose this.
Maybe I will not be able
to change this thing today.

I'm not moving at all
I'm not moving in the direction
I'm not moving at all
I don't know if I can, alone.

lover lover lover lover

we are not supposed to clear up our minds.
we are not supposed to laught together.
we are not supposed to fly away like this.
we are not supposed to lose each others
in our weird ways but that's just human.

i cannot breath the air in the room you are in.
i cannot walk throught the space you are in.
i cannot sit here but still i want to see you
and hold so close, just because i'm human.

you won't see me standing here.
you won't realize i'm standing right here.
you won't understand that i'm standing here and
my heart is aching so much and i'm human. like you.

hmmmm

Don't we all hate it?

shitface

myself for example.

i don't learn the easiest thing.

i can't remember that

i'm the one living my life,

doing my stuff

and getting myself into trouble.

i lay in my bed and wonder

where the hell is my money

who used my last coins and why didn't i notice it soon enough.

but i don't fucking realize that it's me myself and i. we are together

in this shit me myself and i. we are. we are fucking lost i say.

i'm fucking lost in my head and i can't get out from the universe

of waiting others to wake me up when it's only me who knows

when to set the alarm on. when to kick the rooster on.

but when i don't do anything, nothing happens.

that's the shit i hate. that's everything i hate.

one two three four now disappear

i i i i i i can't sit in the room

room is roundy and roundness

make me fall hard hard hard

from the round soft soft round

sky is black like your heart

beating next to mine and i'm so

alone crying crying bitter

bitter bitter bitter bitter

quitter bitter quitter bitter

tears tears weep weep

boohoo you say and

walk away with my heart.

my cynic cold heart

This is me, this is you. But still we can't get on.

As long as you don't care,
I won't care.
As long as you don't give a shit,
I won't give a shit.
As long as you ignore me,
I will ignore you.

And when you love me,
I don't know what to do.

look at me mom, look at this

disgusting things like love makes me feel sick from my heart and
i wish was complete numb and dumb and death and cold and cynic and an emotionless bastard just like everybody else in my eyes.

Skycodes!!

Situations
comes across
the universe
010010011110110001
and we will fall
through the codes
h12f345e897
sail against the wind.

It's the only solution.
Made for us.

psychosex

darling,
i promise
i'm gentle.

darling,
i promise
i'm nice.

darling
do not worry
i'm mental.

oh no
oh noes
OH NOSE!

i just can't stand
this this this
quacky thing
everywhere

sorry dude but
motherfucker's gonna go to jail
and i have nothing nice to say

swim against the psychology

difference?
do we make one?
rainbows and black clouds
same shit
in differenr form.

just wanted to show this

dun dun dun dun

roll around
and forgive me
when i forget
to say
that you are
so important.

it said pull

Maybe
My life is just
Terrible
try out of an
excuse such as
having a trouble.

Maybe
My mind is just
Useless
EXCUSE
to be like
You

love lost, love found

her loneliness makes me sad.
the dark mask covers her soul and
it brings me tear.
but i can't help her.
not when she has chosen to
weep away in the shadows.
i wish i could
offer her a drink
and a loving heart.

loveless soul

But if the answers i get are negative?
Or I get ignored with my love?
I'm dying with this shit.
And You won't ever notice
until I'm gone
and taken my love with me.

wonderland

Asking is never wrong.

Believing is sometimes.

Being you

is what this all is about.

cutting the fingers

Today I've Been Mostly
Threaten With A Knife.
They Don't Really Mean It,
But Sometimes I'm Rather
Scared And Wonder If
This Is Real Life?

just don't

cleaning is deleting your past,

or living it over to make

it feel better.

Simple Fist of Love

White lie turns in to a tragedy,
I am not myself anymore.
Lucid nights shaking.
Burn. Burn. Burn.
The fist of love leaves
a purple mark.
White skin turns in to a tragedy.
I am not myself anymore.

snow

fuck the spring
i never liked summer anyway
who needs sun
who needs skateboards
who needs peace
love and happiness
who the fuck
was born is summer
no
not me.

sometimes

i can just do it.
like in my dreams,
i'm free and ready to go.
like the bird on my chest
and the boy inside me.

happiness is money

15 bucks per two months.
Never realize it would actually be
about money after all.

So now, I pay
15 bucks per two months
to smile like I should
and laugh like they wait
for me to do.

I was wondering
When am I strong enough
to walk a longer disntance
than from misery to back to bed?