2010-03-30



sorry dude but
motherfucker's gonna go to jail
and i have nothing nice to say

2010-03-25

swim against the psychology



difference?
do we make one?
rainbows and black clouds
same shit
in differenr form.

2010-03-23

it said pull


Maybe
My life is just
Terrible
try out of an
excuse such as
having a trouble.

Maybe
My mind is just
Useless
EXCUSE
to be like
You

2010-03-21

love lost, love found


her loneliness makes me sad.
the dark mask covers her soul and
it brings me tear.
but i can't help her.
not when she has chosen to
weep away in the shadows.
i wish i could
offer her a drink
and a loving heart.

2010-03-19

loveless soul


But if the answers i get are negative?
Or I get ignored with my love?
I'm dying with this shit.
And You won't ever notice
until I'm gone
and taken my love with me.

2010-03-16

cutting the fingers


Today I've Been Mostly
Threaten With A Knife.
They Don't Really Mean It,
But Sometimes I'm Rather
Scared And Wonder If
This Is Real Life?

2010-03-14

Simple Fist of Love


White lie turns in to a tragedy,
I am not myself anymore.
Lucid nights shaking.
Burn. Burn. Burn.
The fist of love leaves
a purple mark.
White skin turns in to a tragedy.
I am not myself anymore.

snow


fuck the spring
i never liked summer anyway
who needs sun
who needs skateboards
who needs peace
love and happiness
who the fuck
was born is summer
no
not me.

2010-03-12

sometimes


i can just do it.
like in my dreams,
i'm free and ready to go.
like the bird on my chest
and the boy inside me.

2010-03-11

happiness is money


15 bucks per two months.
Never realize it would actually be
about money after all.

So now, I pay
15 bucks per two months
to smile like I should
and laugh like they wait
for me to do.

2010-03-10



I was wondering
When am I strong enough
to walk a longer disntance
than from misery to back to bed?