2011-12-15

Why

do i even try?
nobody cares if i care.

2011-12-14

nnnnnnnn

I don't understand.

There is no real reason for me.

I have skills but still
I can't do shit.

Fuck this shit.

I'm going to be alone.

Always.

2011-06-23

2011-05-03

Untitled

I did not joke as I asked the nurse not to remember
my pills but she was laughing. I was devastated and I
couldn't understand why I was being laughed at.
I repeated the question and she threw a tray at me.
It was humiliating and I asked her if she knew who I was.
She answered with a code: "You're number 1784 hashtag 06."
Next night I cried myself to sleep.

I'm a code, a hashtag and numbers.

2011-03-19

Dayumn

And I was hoping all this would end but It's falling again from the sky telling me to forget all my plans and all my dreams as if I was wrong with my visions and such. I just put on my coat and shoes, walk out and swear to the wind, swear to the ground, swear, swear, swear, swear, swear. (And of course I curse but more of that to come..)

As I watch the huge flakes and step onward I feel the moist. The cold moist and I feel sick of this land, of this people nut is it better anywhere else? Yes and No? No or Yes? What for shit? Whut is this? Is this shit, or is this life? Am I? What? What? Wha? Wha? Wh? Wh? W? W? W?




I guess I can't decide so I just curse.
FUCK.

2011-03-18

Amducias

Unicons. Onehorns. Demons?
It's hard to actually believe that
there is a demon with a unicorn head.
He has manifested himself to me but
I have been unaware. I'm not afraid.
As I know that he may look nice and
magical but the truth is that transformers killed
the reallu unicorns and he is just a gore
memory to hold. UNGODLY. I'd rather let Leviathan eat me than to pet unicorndemons
head.

True dat.

2011-01-06